I realized that I talk to myself. It kind of goes along with my terrible habit of putting my own amusement first. So there was this Simpsons episode which involved the Japanese Yakuza and the Italian Mafia fighting on their lawn. Anyway, the funniest line of the episode was the very last one, where a Yakuza member flies through the window, gets up, bows and says, “forgiveness” with a Japanese accent and then goes back out to the yard. Hilarious.
Anyway, since then I’ve been saying “forgiveness” at random times to amuse myself. The thing is, I didn’t realize I was doing it until a couple of people asked what I was saying. Then I realized, I’ve been talking to myself for amusement. Weird.